it is 5 after 11. jambaloney left in the truck with little Frankie at 7. jambaloney called after he dropped Frankie off - he said that little Frankie was quiet the whole ride in to the city. the women at the hospital said that Frankie was beautiful and definitely part Siamese. please pray with me. i haven't stopped crying since they left. Frankie is such a gorgeous creation of our Lord...and we have to maim him. and that soooo breaks my heart - i wish i could have left him intact.
i really wish that we didn't have to do this...but we have to consider our other boys. my heart is broken. little Frankie must be feeling alone. and after just having found a family. he does not know what is happening to him and he must wonder why. i can't stop crying.
they will call jambaloney at 2pm - 3 hours from now - and let him know if he can pick up Frankie. i really hope that he can pick him up and take him home so that we can start the healing process immediately.
Liz (jambaloney's Mom) - if you are reading this - thank you from the bottom of my heart. you paid for this and you will never know how much i appreciate that.
i can't stop crying...i hate doing this. i am sorry for being such a downer. but God - my heart is aching and breaking.
EDIT: thank you all so much for your comments - i will respond immediately. i just wanted to let you all know that jambaloney has little Frankie and is on his way home. apparently little Frankie did amazingly well at the hospital and is sleeping in his little carrier. i am allowed to feed him a little when he gets home (he hasn't eaten since last night at 12)! jambaloney has all kinds of tips from the ladies at the hospital on what to do when we get him home. i can't wait for them to get home.